It’s been two straight days that I have been seeing it. Someone is browsing through my entries with tags PREGNANCY AND LUPUS.
So, I am guessing here. I have a reader who is pregnant and very much worried because she has a LUPUS or she is married and wants to get pregnant but is worried because of LUPUS.
Well, let me tell you this. Worrying won’t help. Trust your fate to God and if you really believe in HIM, he willl get you through it.
Its the time of the year when you wish you can sleep all the sleep you want. But hey, I have to go to the office and tend to some task like going for a check up and clean the house and attend to some house chores.
First time that we have known that we are pregnant we already called our baby ‘JOB’. That was one of those which have been in my mind for so long. I wanted my firstborn to be called ‘JOB’ ? Why? Because i think i have the same experience of JOB in the bible but not that harsh. My faith was tested just like JOB. If you will come to think of it JOB’s life was not a favorable life. He have gone through some difficulties that can bring the sanity of a man down. That was what happen to me when I had lupus. So, why do I wanted to call my first born JOB inspite of the hardship related to JOB. Simple, because even if JOB experience hardship his faith did not falter. He is an example of a faithful servant. And that is the thing I wanted our child to be. No, I do not want for her to experience hardship but if its God will, who am I to question her fate ? But I hope just like JOB her faith would never falter.But when we found out that our baby is a HER. I told HUBBY that we cannot have a baby girl whose real name is JOB. We will still call her JOB but that would her pet name but we have to come up with something for our little princess.Since, for me, she is a gift, an unexpected blessing I wanted a name that would incorporate words like gift, blessing and of course princess.
At the last stretch i would be under another OB. Because my current OB have to fly to the US for a business trip and will only be back on the 22nd.
And if ever, JOB decided to be delivered earlier that her due date iba ang OB na mag attend sa kin.
Apprehensive ako, yes. Because nakagaanan ko na nang loob ang OB ko. But sabi nga ni hubby this wont happen without a reason.
If its God’s will, then thy will be done.
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Sick days.
Are here again.But not that sick, sick. Wherein I cannot function well. In fact, I was sick from Wednesday to Friday because of tootache. ha..ha…i am sick like a child. Buti nga nde ako umiyak dahil masakit ngipin ko eh.
Wednesday, I was in bed. I wanted to clean the house kaya lang masakit ang ngipin ko and tinatamad talaga ako. Mahal have to work buti na lang dumating sya ng maaga. We went out for dinner and uwi agad because I am not really feeling well.
My check up with my OB last Saturday sabi nya nde pa sya bukas.So, nde pa ko manganganak this week.
But according to OB JOB can come out by July 9 kaya maglakad lakad na daw ako starting Wednesday which I plan to do.
I wanted JOB to come out na.
All this stress in work, home and pregnancy is getting on me. Hirap na ko in a way. I dont like people to notice kaya tinatago ko with laughters. Ang hirap pala. But I am not regretting the fact that I have JOB. She is a blessing from heaven. I just want the stress to end.
Weekends
As usual is a busy and tiring one.Was not able to rest even for a while.
Hubby has a weekend work although if there is no customer call then there is no work. So pray na lang kami na walang customer call d ba?
We woke up late as usual. Ano pa ba bago ? My average waking time this past few months is 8 AM talaga. So, by ten o clock we on the road na. Man, our aircon broke down and ang init. Sweaty all over ang drama namin. Heat is killing me.
Ready.Un ang pakiramdam ko ngaun.
I think we are ready to give birth.
The final mark is the maternity from SSS. I got the cheque kanina and napaencash ko na. And nadeposit ko na dun sa isang account namin.
Whew!
We are ready. Yesterday naman we went to the grocery I bought na the things that I would be putting in JOB’s kikay kit. He..he..I call it a kikay kit. The kikayness na things are of course…baby oil, cotton, cotton buds…etc. Ung mga kailangan ni JOB paglabas nya. I was not able to buy nga alcohol coz my sister told me to buy ung Casino but wala sa Rob Metro East so nde ko nabili. Plus the drapolene (im not sure with the spelling ) cream wala din.
I have already said in my previous post that we are facing a problem regarding househelp.As of this time, I am one day shy of my 9th month we have not yet acquired any househelp. We are coping even if its just the two of us at home. I am still doing the laundry and ironing. Hubby takes care of cooking and washing of the dishes. Although we do not cook a lot.
Pressures.Sometimes its gets us.
Stress.
Sometimes it mirrors in our face.
Both have been our silent enemy this past few weeks. Sometimes when it gets us we ended up speechless, not talking to each other and in deep thoughts.
Pregnancy and work has cause both.
Pregnancy because both of us are worried. With my condition and JOB’s condition as well. I hope God would be good to us so that JOB and I would not face any complication during the delivery. Also, until now we do not have househelp. Yes, We have survived. But now considering JOB’s presence we are trying to look for one. Which is not that easy. And we think no one is available to help. Of course, we also have to check on our finances.
