Feeling down

I received yet another blow. Last night I was chatting with hubby through YM when he told me that one of their flatmate will be moving out of their flat because this July he would be bringing his family to Kuwait. I was happy but at the same lonely. Happy because I know how hard it is for him to have left his family behind at the time when his sons needed him the most. Lonely because we too should have been in Kuwait already as a family if not for me failing the medical test.

Hubby was comforting me but I stil feel really bad. I know God has better plan for us but I know we are enduring hardship separately. That’s is getting in to me now. Added to the fact that he might not be able to come home this July. Jeez! Sometimes when life hits you its hits you really hard, aint it ?

But truth be told, I am also hesitating to move. Considering my health problems and Anevay’s growth am not sure if its okay to move. Although Kuwait is an open city it still is different from our culture. But I was thinking of what hubby said. Each child is alloted 1000KD per head (that’s 168k+) and 80% of the tuition fee will be shouldered by the company. Dang!

Hubby told me to forget about that first since maybe in the future we might be able to look for alternative ways but for now well focus with what is at hand. Right now I needed to review the by laws of the corporation they put up and the process of their pilot business. Of course, I won’t also forget to check out some sconce since I wanted to put one in our gate.