dramas of my life

Am too lazy to write something sensible right now.

My morning started pretty well, with Anevay waking me up at around 8am. She always touches my face when she sees me sleeping and when i open my eyes, she would give me her biggest smile. She really is the light of my life.

But as the day progress, i feel different kind of emotions : anger, sadness, dissapointment, frustrations. It seems I am attracting all the negative feelings one can have. I somehow got some idea why this is happening to me but the negativity is just strong that I think the big D is visiting me again.

Yap, even though I am in a remission, the depression factor of lupus sometimes strikes me. And when it strikes me I feel as though i am a hopeless case. And of course, I needed to fight back.

But fighting back is such a hard task when all you can think are the problems that sorrounds you. Yet seeing Anevay always reminds me that there is always a rainbow after the storm.

Now, that I blurted out my feelings, I think I am okay already. Blogging is my therapy.

I told myself today that I would sleep early. Around 10pm. For the past few weeks or days, I have been sleeping late. I know its not good for me so from today until Friday, i will be doing that.

But that means, I am off the internet early. I am enjoying my blogging days because of those that I meet online.

And that is the reason I come up with the idea of featuring those that I meet online every Friday. So this Friday, wait for it!

But tomorrow I am going out for some errands and a check up.

I am now a happy person! See, that’s how sudden my mood changes. Thanks to my friend, LUPUS!