The princess is already sleeping. I on the other hand has just finished talking to hubby through YM.
I am not sure if my friend LUPUS is trying to visit me again. But there are subtle signs that he might just be around the corner. Waiting for my immune system to go low and it will strike.
I have seeing hair in my pillow, in our bathroom and even the living room. Hair fall days are here again. Making me think if I should cut my hair short again. Also, depression is hitting on me this past few days. Not sure if its because of LUPUS or its the OFW wife syndrome. Whatever it is, I am trying to fight it but sometimes I succumb to tears just like right now.
Oh well. This is just one of those nights when I wished hubby is here to console me. Hay! Life! I do hope the back aches and the joint pains are signs of having to carry an ever growing baby not a sign that LUPUS is again here.
Fingers crossed. Prayers needed.
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