Please allow me.
Right now, I am containing myself not to think of the times when my husband is here on my side, on our side. Not there, on that faraway and super hot land.
Yeah. It wont help. But sometimes it does.
I sometimes go back to the time before we were bf/gf..we are friends. Those unexpected phone calls, going to our office and watching movies with my girl friends. Yes, he always have four or more dates to the movies. hehe. When we became a couple…he would always fetch me after work which will relieve a lot of stress on my part because I can rant to my heart’s content while we are on the car on the way to where we are going to eat. I go back to the time he would be coming on our house during weekends not only to see me but to play with Luis and Buma. I remember those long drives which gives us opportunity to talk. I go back to the time when my heart leaps with gladness as I hear him speak on the other line. Hmmmm….When we got married…it was just the two of us in our house. Early morning breakfast, drive to the office, phone calls in between work, waiting time after office, night outs etc. When we had Anevay, I can count on him to take care of the princess when I am not feeling well. I remember those laughter, anticipation and again the talks.
Now, I can only wait for his visits. Now, I can only hope that one day or in the near future anevay and I will have the chance to be there on the side of his world.
meanwhile, allow me to say…I do MISS MY HUSBAND terrribly. And just thinking of him makes my heart wept.
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