dramas of my life

If you would look into my attendance you would see that there is no week this January that I have no leave. Minsan start pa lang ng week or last day of the work week.

Ang mga leave na ito different ang mga reason. Sometimes I am sick or sometimes naman walang bantay si Anevay.

But you can also see that the time i came in at the office 9:30 na. Sagad na sa flexi time ko. Bakit. Because katabi ko si Anevay sa gabi and sometimes my baby wake up at some unholy hours that leave me puyat. Kaya mga six when Nanay will get her I will get one or two hours of sleep. Na magigising ako by 8 na siguro kaya ayun.

Tapos when I came in the office I have to deal with different people with different attitude. The bossy type, the nagmamarunong type, the abusado type, the prioritize mo ko type, the walang pakiramdam type and the ego triping type.

Nakakapagod. Napapagod na ko.

Now, I opted to be tahimik at work. Magsasalita lang when asked. And I do not want to make kwento anymore. Kasi minsan ewan ko ba. Ako pa ang nasasabihan ng mayabang. Tapos some people do not remember what you told them kasi ang isipin nila anjan ka palagi. And then some people they never put into consideration na may kasama kaming technology challenge na tao na for some maliit na instance they get irritated. Instead of doing something they kept on daldal ng daldal. Nakakairita na.

I just wanted to get out of this situation. I am stress out. Not because of work but because of the people I am working with.

That’s why I wanted to resign na.

Many people are against it. Most of them told me na magsasawa din ako sa pag aalaga kay Anevay. But come to think of it. Bakit ung mga ibang tao they do not get sawa of taking other people’s children tapos akong nanay magsasawa. Siguro those people get paid of taking care of kids. Kaya nde nagsasawa. Wala silang karapatan eh. But me ? What ? I spend 8 hours a day 5 days a week in the office working for those people na hay. ewan ko ba.

So with this I kept on bugging Mahal to let me resign and last night bumigay din sya. He gave his nod of approval for me to resign. Nasa kin na lang kung kelan.

I wanted to be a hands on mom. I wanted to give Anevay a bath. I wanted to prepare her food. I wanted to be there 24/7 if possible.

Kaya gusto ko ng magresign.

Besides would there be a reason to stay ?

I got 2+ in my PBC despite of our Team Lead in AP saying I should get a 1. My grade is the same as that employee who just sits in the corner, chat and surf all day long and would not help in other office works. Tama ba un ?

Ewan ko.

I am completely burn out. Period.  

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