dramas of my life

Dearest God,As the days goes by, I found myself in deep thoughs and emotional turmoil. I am not sure what causes this but what I am sure of is that it makes my life a little miserable.

I know I should not be feeling this because I know despite and inspite of what is happening I am still lucky and blessed.

For the past nine months I have not encountered any difficulty carrying JOB. Those fears, those worries are just part of my imagination. But I still worry. And I do not want to worry because I know the NOW and THE FUTURE is in your hands.

My check up with my OB last Saturday sabi nya nde pa sya bukas.So, nde pa ko manganganak this week.

But according to OB JOB can come out by July 9 kaya maglakad lakad na daw ako starting Wednesday which I plan to do.

I wanted JOB to come out na.

All this stress in work, home and pregnancy is getting on me. Hirap na ko in a way. I dont like people to notice kaya tinatago ko with laughters. Ang hirap pala. But I am not regretting the fact that I have JOB. She is a blessing from heaven. I just want the stress to end.

Weekends

As usual is a busy and tiring one.Was not able to rest even for a while.

Hubby has a weekend work although if there is no customer call then there is no work. So pray na lang kami na walang customer call d ba?

We woke up late as usual. Ano pa ba bago ? My average waking time this past few months is 8 AM talaga. So, by ten o clock we on the road na. Man, our aircon broke down and ang init. Sweaty all over ang drama namin. Heat is killing me.