That is what I am feeling right now.And uneasy. I do not know how I can overcome such.
The more I come near my delivery date, the more I grow impatient and afraid. Impatient because I wanted to see JOB already and afraid because I really do not know what will happen.
I have this fear that I might die the moment I gave birth to JOB. Of course, I don’t want that to happen thats why I am obedient following the instruction of my rheuma and ob. I also am afraid that my lupus might complicate JOB’s birth.
But I know, God wills will be done come what may.
Looking back after my last post I have so many things that I have not written in this blog.
First stop, my blogskin. Since I have started focusing on how to change it, i guess I have almost five or more template changes. I can seem to find something which will best suit me. Howell. For the meantime this is my skin.
Next, is our family reunion. My papa’s side of the family that is. DE JESUS. Well, our reunion always falls on a Christmas day but this time since Ate Mayi have gone home after almost 20 years. Yes, I was just seven years old when she left, her mother my tita called for a reunion. We went to our Tita’s house and have lunch there. All those who are in country are there.
After the reunion we headed to SM megamall. There we ate dinner at Max. And guess what ? Nagustuhan ni Luis. Luis is not very fond of unfamiliar food. He’d rather eat some spaghetti and chicken and nothing else. So, it was a good thing that he ate the sinigang na baboy sa Max and said that it tasted really good that he has two servings of rice.
The next day, June 12 which is supposedly a holiday, Mahal and I headed to Makati for a service call. He does not want me to be left home alone so sinama nya ko. And well, I wanted to go to Landmark naman to buy a 2nd comforter for JOB kaya I went also. After his service call we headed nga to landmark and bought the comforter for JOB and some more cloth and pjs. I also bought Mahal v neck tshirts which only cost Php 49.75. ha..ha.
Then the week after that weekend was another check up for me and my baby. This time my OB is happy. JOB have grown from 27 to 31. Not bad, huh? But I loss some pounds. Oh a pound only. And I am very happy that she was happy. And my rheuma too was happy. Hopefully until I deliver JOB everything will be ok.
Then last Sunday we went to Rob Metro East and bought JOB’s crib. Yehey! Complete na ang things ni JOB. Kulang na lang si JOB. hehe.
Lord, please help us. Please me and Joseph. Please also help JOB. Please be with us always.
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