dramas of my life

Right now, I am in my 24th week. Meaning 6 months na ko and 3 months na lang and I will see JOB na. I can’t wait. According to my OB, LUPUS is likely to attack at the 5th month but thank God at of this moment no signs of it. Sana lang magtuloy tuloy. Although, some people comment that my tummy looks small but hey, malikot ang aking baby.Yes, the kicks that I feel inside my tummy are the source of my joy this day. JOB really knows how to make his/her presence known. Not yet sure what the gender is, pero 80% girl daw according to my last ultrasound.
Speaking of ultrasound, I had it last February. I was really afraid because before the ultrasound my obgyne was making kwento about her patient who gave birth to a child with a defect at the 5th month and the baby did not survived. God! I was really nervous and have asked hubby to accompany me. Buti pinayagan. At first I was afraid to look. Kasi baka pagnakita kong may problema si JOB, i would weep. I was praying to God fervently. But when the doctor showed us JOB, i was like OH God, Thank YOU. That is our child. And hubby, i think forgot about me for minutes because he was so glued to the monitor, watching JOB’s every move. And ang aking baby nagpasikat din. Galaw ng galaw. And the ultrasound caught him/her opening his/her month. I was so glad to see him. Thank you Lord talaga.

Now, on my 6th month I can feel JOB moving. Ang sarap pala ng pakiramdam. I am happy the whole time knowing that I have with me God’s blessing. Na ayaw nyang nakaupo ako o nakatayo, because when I lay down in bed dun sya bumabawi. Galaw sya ng galaw. Feeling ko tuloy he/she thinks of my tummy as a swimming pool…he..he..he…I believed that after all the storms hubby and I endured God sends us a rainbow in the form of JOB.

Although, right now there are a lot of worries that are alternating in my mind like will job be normal and healthy, will I pass my lupus to him, will I be there to see him grow, how much are we going to spend on hospital bills, can we provide a better future for our baby…hay dami noh. But one thing hubby and I know, kaya namin to with god’s help.
My prayer is that JOB will be normal and healthy. That when I delivered him/her out into this world nandito pa rin ako, alive and well. I want to watch JOB grow and see how hubby will show his love to our baby. I have seen hubby interact with every kids he sees kaya I know he will be a good father. Sabi nya ako naman din daw good mother as he have seen me take care of my pamangkin. Let us just wait and see.

Lord..for all the blessings you have given me. Thank YOu.

For all the kicks I feel in my tummy…thank you
Because that is the sign that JOB is doing well inside

For all the pain I experienced whenever JOB moves…thank you
Because the pain reminds me of great mothers…my MOMMY, my SISTER and my SISTER IN LAW
For they have gracefully pursued child birthing

For all the moments that hubby will kiss me and my tummy
showing how deep is his love for me and our baby

For all the mornings that I wake up
And there is my husband saying good morning and i love you

For all the friends who have always prayed
For hubby, me and our baby

For all this things and more I know I am blessed
thank you Lord

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