dramas of my life

For the past three weeks or so, I am not feeling well. I am not panicky though because I knew I am just under the change of weather condition.But man, last week I was like a dog barking because of my cough. I wanted to rest but I just can’t. Rest eludes me sometimes. I know that the cough and cold would not go unless I rest and I sleep early. Now, my sleeping time is 11 pm. Culprit: the TV and the DVD which is in our room. Yes. It just suits its pwesto and besides our sala is not yet ok. May kalat pa and no sofa as of the moment.And besides sleeping late, when i am at the house I cannot help myself from cleaning or doing the laundry. I just wanted white tiles in the bathroom and kitchen. And I don’t want to see dirty clothes hanging around or in the hamper. And I wanted to iron all our clothes so that we can wear what we want. But sometimes, time is not enough. Sometimes I end up curling in bed because I am tired or I feel that my body has gone over its limit.
Well, nde na matigas ang ulo ko ngayon. If I know I needed to rest, I will. No matter what. Even if I am in the middle of something. Because as Jason Bourne would say ‘rest is a weapon’. I am just glad that I can do all household chores like a normal being. Thank God! I am still amazed that after three years I am almost back to normal programming =).

Eventhough, I have cough and cold and can’t barely keep my eyes open sometimes, I still have not yet visited my rheuma. One, because I was dissapointed because the last time I visited him he was nowhere un pala he went to the us embassy. Two, when i tried calling his secretary said she will call me back pero nde naman. Third, he might not be around because he was scheduled to go to the US this november. Kaya tinatamad akong bisitahin sya. Pero eventually, I will. The question nga lang is when?

I have been having itchy moments…again. Meaning…may rashes na naman ako. And the rashes appears on my most hidden parts. Tapos I have ’stretch marks’. I would just call them ’stretch marks’ kasi i dont have any word for them. This marks appears on my armpit, waist, thighs. Sometimes they are bluish, sometimes reddish. And sometimes malalim sya. I dont know if its because of coumadin. Yap. Nagmamatigas na naman po ako because I have not been taking it for one month now. Kaya pag nagkablood cloth ako baka matigok agad ako. Well, i hate this med because of its side effects. Kaya even if it is risky, nde ko sya iniimon. Bad girl!

And guess what? I have not solve my weight gain issue. I just keep on growing. Hay buhay! But its not a major problem. At least I am alive and can work normally.

Hmmm…that’s all for my lupie update.

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